I’m still a man, so I should just slam the door and leave.
If I were a gentleman, I should say good night to her politely, thank her for everything and leave here resolutely.
But I’m really scared in my heart. I don’t know what I’m afraid of. I repeatedly asked myself, maybe this city is too big to scare me.
I feel very safe in this room.
At this time, Li Shengmei came
She asked me why you haven’t taken a shower yet.
I said naively that I didn’t change my laundry.
Li Shengmei breathed heavily and said that the shower washing machine is also a dryer. You just wash and dry your clothes and continue to wear them.
I said it’s almost two o’clock. You have to work tomorrow, or you can wash it first, so that you can rest early.
She doesn’t talk.
I can’t help saying that you’re not nervous, are you?
What did she answer at once? This is my home. Wait for me. I’ll go and wash it. Remember that no bathtub is allowed when you wash it.
Then she left again.
I froze, grabbing cakes and eating them piece by piece.
I look at my toes and my hands, and I keep advising myself. I’m used to it, and I’m going to continue to use it. That’s it. That’s it.
Chapter shame and indignation
Many times, some old words will always appear in my mind. I knew that silence is golden and white when I was five years old. The exact meaning of it is that when I was twenty-two, I suddenly remembered this word at a certain moment. It felt like an awakening, and it seemed that I knew this word for the first time.
When I was seven years old, I was able to recite the poem "When Li Shengmei brought me into her home, I once wrote this poem by myself". What happened later made me know that things are unpredictable, and tragedies are always endless. It is always difficult to look up to heaven in dark hell.
Li Shengmei’s room is very big, it should be more than 200 square meters, which is probably a pattern of four rooms and two halls.
On the first night of so many rooms, she arranged for me to stay on the Xuan floor
When I entered her door, I saw two large stone cylinders carved with plum, orchid, bamboo and chrysanthemum patterns, which were very beautiful. According to her definition, my bed was a two-column floor.
After I took a shower and came in clean clothes, Li Shengmei sat on the sofa with a glass of water in her hand and looked at me. She said that because this has never happened, I thought and thought that you should live in Xuan’s place.
oh
Li Shengmei said that I just touched the floor there, and the floor is not cold at all. You will be very safe there.
well
She said that I get up early every day, and you have to get up at six o’clock. You don’t need much work. Help me cook breakfast first. One, three, five, I want to eat rice congee pickles. Two, four, six, and sandwich sauce. I will give you a day off on Sunday. I also want to enjoy the fun of making a home. Remember to have a glass of milk and an omelette every day. You should not fry it too hard or too raw. You should look fresh and energetic. It will melt you in your mouth. What am I saying?
white
She took a sip of water and went on to say that after breakfast, you should clean our shoes, not a little dust on the uppers and soles.
I felt really depressed, but I nodded. I see.
When she gets up, I’m going to sleep, so you can rest. I’m not worried. You’re afraid that you won’t have a mental worker. When you walk to the door, she says, I’ll take you into my house. There’s absolutely no other meaning. I just want to find someone to help me with my work. I’m very white. That’s really why if I forget, you should wake me up at any time.
I replied in a daze that you forgot this because I would wake you up.
After she disappeared, I went to the floor and laid myself flat. My body was tired and my heart was more tired, and I soon fell asleep.
When I woke up the next day, the first thing I did was look at it. It turned out to be four o’clock in the afternoon.
I was so scared that I got up in a hurry and found a light green blanket on my body. I took off the blanket and ran to the kitchen to cook something for her when I was going to hurry, but I didn’t expect her to have gone.
When I passed by the dining room, I found a big bowl and four small dishes on the dining table. Then I found a small note and a blank sheet of paper on the refrigerator.
The little note says
It’s really sad, Mr. Fish. You screwed up on the first day. Let’s reflect on it. I don’t feel messy at home after eating porridge and vegetables.
I took the blank sheet of paper and sat down at the table.
In the center of the dining table is a bowl of rice congee with a film on the surface, another dish of spicy cabbage, a small bowl of sauce meat soup and a fried egg. In the last dish, there are some pickles that I can’t name.
I feel very hungry when I look at these refreshing dishes.
These dishes should be cooked by Li Shengmei for breakfast. It’s already four o’clock in the afternoon, and I don’t know if I should call them breakfast.